Sabrina L.
Approximately 3 weeks ago, I was reunited with my high school sweetheart, my long lost
love. Thanks to MySpace, I found him and it was by accident. Since it has been over 10 years since I moved from New York to Macon, Georgia, I had tried to get over him. Even though he was out of sight, he was never off my mind or out of my heart where he holds a very special place.
I was viewing a friends page and I saw his face. As the tears streamed down my face, I had to take a few long breaths before I went to his personal page and saw him for myself, after 10 long years. I was unable to speak, or write anything at that time. So I went to an old photo album and dug out a picture of us I had saved from 20 years ago….the only picture I have of us together. I stared into his eyes and let my soul get a grip on my new reality, I had found Cedric. Now I was ready to write, nothing to wordy, just enough so he could remember me. Pressing that SEND button was difficult, because all kinds of thoughts raced through my mind at once. Would he remember me? Was he married now? Would he even want to keep in touch after all this time?
That was on December 23, 2006, 2 days before Christmas. When 2007 rolled in, I was by myself, thinking about Cedric, and still no reply. As I welcomed the new year, I spoke to God and told him I was ready to settle down….finally, and to please send me a husband, a good man. Another week passed, and I still had hope, but there was NO reply. Finally the one day I didn’t check my email, which was January 15, on the birthday of Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr., he replied! It was real simple and basic, and he left his home and cell numbers.
My eyes almost popped out of my head when I saw that the next day. Work was a total blur because all I could see were those numbers in my head, and the answer to my prayers. Although I was scared, I called him later that night and we reminisced for hours, mainly trying to figure out how we ever separated. From that night, we vowed to keep in touch no matter what, and felt like we deserved each other. Given a second chance at love, we were not about to let these moments just slip away. We spoke of marriage during that week and our plans for the future, then of him visiting.
One week later, he just picked up and left everything, to come and see me. This day was the beginning of my true happiness. We spent the best week of my life together, getting reacquainted. He even looked at a few homes while he was here, because moving is definitely in his plans.
So onto the engagement, it was very unconventional and very “Cedric”. He looked into my eyes and told me that he never stopped loving me, and wanted to be with me forever. We were soul mates, best friends, lovers and partners. Without him asking for my hand or finger, we were engaged, just like that! No ring, no formalities, just in our own way. We decided that we didn’t need a ring (on this day), as an outward sign to the world, to show that we planned to get married. As long as we knew, and truly loved each other, that was enough for us. I know the ring is coming, but I don’t need it, all I want is Cedric. Before he left, we took a few pictures together, so now I have about 20 all over my home. I am so happy right now, that mere words can’t even express how I feel, or describe the smile I wear and constant glow I have now. I am so thankful and appreciative, for the time we shared, but most of all, I’m ecstatic and overjoyed that I have my man back, who will soon be my husband. WOW!!!!
So now as we plan this ceremony, which will take place in New York, we have become inseparable. We speak at least twice a day, everyday, and of course use MySpace (thanks Tom)! The date has not been confirmed because it’s only been 3 weeks since all this transpired, but we are both looking forward to a happy life together. Seeing him again reminded me that true love does exist, and can be better the second time around.